Just go with the flow

Life is like a ferris wheel. It goes round and round. As everyone knows, when life is like a ferris wheel, it has its ups and downs. That's what I often experience in my life. Recently, my 'ferris wheel' spins extremely fast. At times I'm at the top, and all at one I'm at the bottom. However, I'll learn to accept the fate that has already written for me.

But, the other definition that 'life is like a ferris wheel' is that despite however it turns, I'm still at the same seat. It is worse when I realize my very desirable side of life missed couple seats back from me. How fast it rotates, it will never be together with my journey of life. It doesn't come when it should, and come when it's quite late. I don't understand. I don't really get the whole scoop. Why? It leaves a burning question that couldn't be answered.

To avoid being hurt, I chose the safe path to just go with the flow and expect nothing and just take what I get. Knowing that expectation leads to disappointment.