Was that the rainbow?

Sometimes we don't understand ourselves. What's inside, we can't figure it out. Few weeks back, it was really really tiring, till today (referring to choir and camping preparation). During the full rehearsal, we stressed out all over. 'Bout seven to eight hours non-stop (sempat la curik masa for makan and solat).

The rehearsal was not fully nyanyi je. It was more to preparation. The actual rehearsal is about two and a half hour je. Siapkan bunga manggar, decorate hall and stage. Super exhausting. But, it was fun when we nyanyi-ramai-ramai-with-a-bro-playing-guitar. Releasing our tense. If there are photos, I'll upload them. Insya-Allah. Fun, I swear.

Before that, I was like "I really have a bad feeling." I often have that feeling before something-something. Many things suddenly came up in my mind. Studies, jammed-pack schedule, and bla bla bla. And mula lah nak relate ngan situasi and look from the bad point of view. Trust me, I hate that feeling. Usually 'the gut', it was true or otherwise. In this case, I still don't know as it don't happen yet.

But, the nearer it to the end, many great things happen. Was that a good sign or what, wallahu alam. I'm not sure either. Whatever it is, no one hope for bad, kan? Actually I can't wait for the next chapter of my life, which I hope it is next week which I hope is more more more relaxing. Haha. Exam is around the corner moreover.

Haih... I'm so gonna be exhausting as tomorrow is the occasion (which is majlis persaraan pengetua sekolah yang I forgot to mention awal-awal), and the next day is three days two night camping, and the Monday is school session as usual. Pile of homeworks to be finished, missed lesson because of the choir practice (though only a few classes but Additional Mathematics and Physics... I just can't help it). One class missed, like missing the train. I really wish wish wish I could manage to catch up everything!

I wish everything will end up sweet. Insya-Allah (after every effort made). Striving for success. Ameen. :)