Judging all the way long

People can't stop being judgmental, including me. Sometimes I judge myself as a good person. And, the people whom the society judge them as 'gedik', I just agree with them. Of course, it's obvious man! But, an incident (about last month I think) made me realize that sometimes they are way better than us in certain things.

It was like this. I sat with my friends in the canteen during recess time. We ate our food and had a chat and laugh like usual. Suddenly, there were two girls (whom society judge them 'gedik') sat in front of us with their pinggan of nasi lemak. The issue was they recite the doa makan together before they start eating. It feels like a huge stone fell on my head while myself forgot to recite the doa makan! It happens twice, the same girl, same situation. How in the world someone 'good' like me sendirik lupa nak baca oii! And, I don't feel like I wanna simply judging people anymore.

The way people judge me? Yah, well. Kind-hearted, bla bla bla and bla bla bla (which I malas nak list down). And, well, part of it are true *duh face* Even my kindred judge me as a tough girl in stock *rolling eyeballs to the ceiling* The truth is I'm the way a bit craven *whispering* But that's the reality. I just act cool all the time whereas it doesn't. Last Thursday, I watched a movie titled The Itaewon Murder Case. A story which based on true story. Yah, just a typical murder story, but I feel too scared (okey tipu, bit scared). Dahlah the murderer is somewhere free outside uncaught. Eee, creepy. Before this I never scared to any murder-case-movie. The spooky one like The Ring, Chucky, Dark Water, The Wig and so on (feeling weird listing them down). Gulp!

Last but not least, I judge this person (a person that I won't mention). Hehe. For the sake of hiding something, I judge that person as so annoying. That person really acts so in fact. Yet, I get to know something behind that-person-acting-that-way. Now I know the reason, two days ago. And, now I feel quite guilty to that person (err, it's more than quite for actual). Now, my perception towards that person is completely changed. Turn over 360°. Really am sorry *guilty face* plus thanks! ;)

"Don't simply judge people when you're not walking in their path"