In the blink of an eye, it happened. Just yesterday we've been through a hard time. These few weeks back, totally sucks. Never thought it will end this way. The way that never cross my mind. Regret it like hell. I'm a total suck. Part from it, I'm the one who request it (though it's not this far). Whatever it is, it left nothing for me to do. What've happen already happen. Nothing can change that.
Just in a sec I've lose the one...
-who'll remind me what I forget
-who'll hear what I don't
-who'll zip my bag
-who'll do crazy stuff with me
-who'll cuci mata sama-sama with me
-whom I'll salin her notes
-whom I'll merapu-ing with
-whom I'll envy with
Indirectly, we'll lose an add maths's genius, tukang explain what I don't understand, tukang teman pergi sana sini, and a lot more which too many to be listed. And, the point is, we've lose a best friend, buddy, pal. A big hole here, that can't ever be reclaimed. The empty seat beside me... what a melancholic day today.
Rolling back through and through in my mind. Tak kan lupa main kejar-kejar tadi for the last time dekat sekolah masa school session for budak petang was about to end. Gila habis with Nik, Wanie, and Hanis of course. Gonna miss this big time. I hope it's not the last time we lose our mind together, like before, especially Nik, bila dia start, just can't help it! I love it like this, even though Dila and Cuna weren't there just now. Entah bila kita akan macam ni lagi, kan? Feel the loosing right now.
Anyhow, I should be happy for her, I'm not suppose to mourn. Now, tinggal tanggungjawab to pray for her. Insya-Allah. Salawati da'iman ma'aki ya Hanis. Uhibbuki jiddan kathiran, fillah. ♥
p/s: Hati gembira bersama teman, bersuka ria di dalam taman, jikalau diizinkan Tuhan, pasti bertemu di hari kemudian.
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