Calling for freedom

One more paper to go and I’m done, I’m free! Can’t wait to get out of this hypertension situation. Wallowing in the exam mood like a geek. Study like them, but it wasn’t at all. It was like, I’m half flawed in this whole exam. Hmm, what I can do now is just wait and see. Think less bout it, moreover it has passed.  There’s no use to cry over split milk. I’ve done my part and just let the others get done, ye tak?

Settle bout that, and that’s why I say I’m going to be free soon. Yeah, free. Just bout this. Never my feeling nor my mental (wah, sounds like a mental patient). I know I never would. Sometimes I feel like I’m flying to the sky’s very limit. And suddenly I can fall just like that, and of course it hurts. Thousand times I told myself not to overjoy something yet I keep doing it. Showing straight away how stupid am I, kan?

See, like right now, it’s a total nothing yet I feel something. I feel like an abnormal feeling like this. When it is ordinary I feel it’s special. When it’s nothing I feel like a failure. But actually both are just an usual ordinary. It just me who create my own fantasy. Feel like an idiot to know this. But as I promised to myself, I won’t regret, and I really don’t. It was fun back then. Why not just bersyukur atas nikmat yang sementara tu, kan? :)

Just like I’ve ruined my 'I ♥ U' cupcakes just now, that is just like how I ruin everything inside me. Drop everything now, there’s no more unexpected unexpected. Let’s jump then fall and be realistic instead of creating my own fantasy. Time’s up, just get out.

Okay peeps, I’m really worn out these days, I haven’t sleep well, lack of sleep, exhausted because of this exam fever. Study up to 1 a.m last night. I can be a cute panda if I stay being like this, huhu! My stomach is singing right now, haha. So, I’d better get some sleep to reenergize everything plus lessen my hunger. Aum! Bye, peeps! :)