Kadang-kadang, bila rasa jauh, kita dekat rupa-rupanya.
Bila rasa dekat, kita jauh sebenarnya.
That's exactly what I feel right now. Sounds like it'll be difficult to accept, kan? But that's what we call reality. Reality hurts, truth bites. It is ouch-ing! When it's far, but actually we're close, it still nice to be heard (sweet reality). But, when we're close but far from reach, it does hurt (so badly).
I just can't believe it that I'm in here for the second time! I've been a free bird months ago, and now, I flew back to the cage! I know it can happen just in a split of second. That's why I didn't manage to think-before-snare! But I'm still under control as this is my second and I have the lesson on the first. I'm stronger, insya-Allah.
Still, nothing bad happen. Just everything happens as usual. I think I must get accustomed to it. Keep reminding myself about the truth, about how it actually goes. About my position, who am I in every aspect. Duh! It really sounds like desperate and pathetic. But, that's only I can do, for myself for not to being hurt more deeper than now.
Okay peeps, need to do some readings now (nothing beneficial literally). For at least to find some distraction, can't I? Okay, anyeong! :) *grin*
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