No, not again

Everything flows just nice today, even it wasn't as good as expected. I'm talking about my sketsa for Teacher's Day celebration today. It's good enough I think, as we've only practice for just a day. Yeay! A big clap for us. *clapping excitedly*

Yet there is one thing I'm afraid of. I'm afraid that 'it' will happen again. Please, I really hope that the by gone be by gone. Everything changed now, from every aspect. I know, but I'm afraid. No, not again. Enough for once to get hurt, I know everyone experiences a growing pain, me either. Just enough, can I say I don't want banana to fruit two times, can't I?

Okay, time to soothe myself, my feelings I think. Dear heart, listen to me this time, okies?