Accepting... accepted!

I was at a point where I feel hard to accept the changed situation. Bukan semua benda yang kita suka boleh berlaku. In the other hand, sedar tak sedar kadang-kadang benda kita tak sukalah kita kena learn to accept. Sejauh mana pun kita ketinggalan, Allah will save something for us in the future. Pegang pada benda ni, in shaa Allah there will be no green with envy, ye tak? 

Before this, I was been asking myself whether I can't accept because of I really care or because of envy. Deep inside I know it was more to envy, and I know it was no good at all. So, I fight with my thought. Hey, if you know you can never get it, why should you bother anyway? Can't you just let it? Bukan susah pun, nak tamak buat apa de? Tak salah tumpang gembira atas other's happiness.

Heh, it's been too long since I didn't write and my talent got rusty. See? How flaw my writing is? Macam mana punya tak sampai maksud sebenar yang aku nak sampaikan. Heh! Asalkan aku faham sudeh. Lately nak kata busy tak la busy mana. Tapi tu la, mood pun takde. Serious, aku dah malas. Malas dalam macam-macam hal. Haila, haila. Tahapehape. Dah la, aku dah lost of words. Adios!