The day I ended up my Biology Paper 3, officially my SPM was over. It was on 27th November, six days ago. I still remember the feeling, it was raining (just like right now). I was caught between the feeling of relief and happy that all my misery and agony throughout the month has ended and the feeling of sad to accept the fate that my school days are over.
Yeah, it's a bluff if I say I don't miss it. I missed it already, okay? Big time. It was too colourful, every single day I spent in my school. Too much experience, pahit manis masam kelat payau masin (but it's still a good thing to recall one day I bet), and so much thing to learn (and some lessons learnt of course). I almost teared up to think that I grew up there, seen many things from diff view, and I learnt to be strong.
It almost a year that I abandoned this blog and I owe you a heaps of story, that I mentioned last year that I gonna confirm my feeling bla bla bla etc... right? ...and insya-Allah, I will write a post just for that. Haha. (don't know whether is this a fake laugh or what).
Emm, SPM? Long story short, I think I didn't give my best but I did my best. Boleh faham tak? I kinda put really really really less effort on it, but in the examination, I give out all I have. No regrets. ...except for Biology (particularly my sec and third papers). ...all the targeted topics and everything I read, not a single thing were tested, I pissed off and really aggrieved that I did wrong in that exam. But there's still hope to get straight A's right? *muka nak sedapkan hati sendiri* Insya-Allah kheir. I believe in Him (though I'm a lil scared that I know I didn't put enough effort on this SPM examination). I just hope for the best and prepare for the worst, tawakkaltualallah. But despite that, I'm quite satisfied for what I did. So, there's still hope.
...and so, what I did this week was almost nothing, but I have plan to spend my holidays wisely. And, of course, will be posting it in another post. =P
Duh! I'm still saddened about Paul Walker's death. It was quite okay yesterday. But today, there are heaps of post about his death, about him, in all the social networks, FB especially. I couldn't bare but to feel sad. I felt like I lost someone who's close to me. Why his absence really felt deep in my heart? Some says his death was ironic because it was a car crash. I remember what Dom (Vin Diesel) said in The Fast and The Furious, "Ride or die." It was sad though. It's more touching that he died when he was back from a charity event of his organization. How good-hearted he was. Miss you Paul Walker. :'( *I choked in sadness*
You got me teared up
He's just a true hero. -charity work for ROWW organization
I cried watching this :'(
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