A day of tears. I've joined a program at my ayah's office, a talk about righteous character development from a professional speaker. He made jokes and we laugh so hard, he played music and we're entertained. Also, he warned that the next session gonna be tearful. In my thoughts I said that I'm not going to cry, I've been to a lot of similar programs like that. And I was just stayed stone-hearted, haha.
But everything was just in vain when he played so many videos and played with our emotions, finally my tears broke on the last video showing a father marathon pushing his physical-disability son's stroller to fulfill his son wish to marathon. Then the speaker made us write our pledge and will to our parents (and can't believe he's gonna post that to our address in three months and counting!). That was the time that I broke into tears and cried my eyes out while writing. Now, (of course I can't make a 270° change right away but...) at least I've lessen the hatred in my heart. That's a progress, righto?
...and at night! (This's the best part to tell, with all my heart, unlike the above one). I watched this movie, The Odd Life Of Timothy Green (I regretted that I didn't watch it earlier) but yesterday just suits the mood. I really really love that story. After all, CJ Adams is soooo adorable! ...and I can't believe that the movie really touched me deep inside. Furthermore, the soundtrack played their part sooo good!
The ending was really really unexpectedly sad. (I watched the movie downstairs in stead of my room but luckily everybody was busy with their own business). I covered my head with a sweat towel and cover half of my face, wiping the tears I cried so that they won't realize that I was crying my lungs out. I bit the sofa's cushion that I hugged so that I won't make a sound of crying, but believe me that I cried sooooo hard that the veins at my temples raised. It was so sad that I felt a heartache deep down inside my heart and all my organs. You should watch the movie yourselves. Here's the link, and ignore the subtitle and pay attention to the good quality picture, alrightho?
And here's the video of the soundtrack that I like, Love And Be Loved. There's one more, Life Goes On but I prefer the former. You can search on Youtube and hear both ...or all? Credit to Geoff Zanelli for the great musics and soundtracks! :)
Love And Be Loved by Geoff Zanelli
p/s: Crying makes my eyes swell and look like sleepy eyes, but I think that's kinda pretty *sepakmukasendiri*
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