PRESIDEN OF PRS. Perhaps that's the biggest responsibility yang I hold rasanya. Frankly, I really love the experiences and memories dengan rakan-rakan sama batch yang sama-sama bersusah payah handle PRS ni, dari sekecit-kecit menda sampai la handle an event. Rasa... bangga yang beyond words kut? Here, I own a big family. Thank you guys. Semua yang involve either voluntarily or involuntarily. I've learnt so much. Thousands memories for me to carry along with me. From tak tahu apa-apa sampai la rasa jadi the head sampai la tutun takhta masa step down masa jamuan akhir tahun hari tu. Plus, memang ada pun rasa terkilan tak dapat nak did my best sehingga mampu dikenang like the past senior presidents.
SCOUT. My passion since form one, tapi this year baru merasa ada jawatan nak banding dengan years before where I was just a bystander yang tak siapa perasan pun wujud ke tak. Kira alhamdulillah la dapat berkhidmat and dihargai pada tahun-tahun terakhir gitu. And paling best, kem perdana tahun ni, Pengakap 41 menang okey! Best team. Sungguh bangga sebagai penolong ketua fasilitator ni okey! *kembang sat*
LIFE. Not to be denied I've learnt so much meaning of life through and through this year. Belajar nak bangun bila dah jatuh. Belajar nak terima hakikat tak nak buat perasaan berantai. Belajar plant the feet firm on the ground. Belajar mana nak letak prioriti dalam hidup ni. Sungguh orang kata prioriti berubah bila dah besar. Rasa macam I grew up into diff phase and dimension through out this year agaknya. Alhamdulillah sebab Allah nak bagi kesedaran jugak jugak about this matter. ...and now, siapa kata tak bahagia bila dalam hati kita ada kita je? Haha, faham kan? Dah lama tak kosong gini, sumpah bahagia.
FRIENDSHIP. I learnt the strength of a friendship. About not to expect high from others sedangkan diri sendiri pun tak mampu nak give all out. Belajar tolerate faham masing-masing bawah tanggungjawab orang. Belajar siapa to vent on and siapa tak. With whom to to this, with whom to do that. Lesson? Jangan too open. Cause so far, no one understands me like I want them to be, and I don't blame no one. To find a true sahabat yang boleh share without boundaries macam dalam novels tu... payah. And I live happily with all that I got and bersyukur seadanya.
STUDY. I think I like to study. Walaupun diri ni sungguh la a slow catcher, lambat pick up, tapi sekurang-kurangnya dah kenal kelemahan diri, pandai-pandai la nak adjust cara study to fit my own kemampuan kan? Tak gitu? Buang je sifat malas tu, kikis sikap nak depends on others so much tu, then I'll be fine. Kan? Please tell me yes! Haha.
PASSION. I like movies, tahap yang I don't care spending my cents to buy DVDs, I don't care spending hours to marathon. Then, I like songs, musics, yang macam-macam genre ada, more or less I like anything yang sedap pada pendengaran ni kut? And most of all (eh, tak jugak), I like novels walaupun this year langsung-langsung tak banyak masa nak spend reading. Cuti ni la kut baru. Ni pun otw nak khatamkan the very the last one (Malay novel) tahun ni jugak tapi gaya macam akan terdrag tahun depan jugak. Heh! Anthem on the go. And through all these, sungguh banyak benda yang I learnt literally. Indeed.
FANGIRLING. Tahun ni kinda minat dekat this one Korean gagman, HGH! Huhu. Tapi entah la, atas unseen and unknown factors, the feelings just fade away by times. Nak kata a total no-no to think about guys in my life tak jugak sebab I'm a fan of heroes in novels and still do, tak pernah-pernah fade. And that's it. Let me be loyal to them and only them la buat masa sekarang, okey?
MEDICINE. This year is the confirmation that I truly indeed minat jugak jugak field ni. Either meds or physio. Tough choice but with a future yang betul-betul kelam malap tak nampak apa. Totally clueless. So, I dun wanna say much, just duduk diam diam and tunggu result je la ey?
JUNIORS. And to have juniors meaning that you are a senior. Sungguh priceless all the memories of this awesome senior year. Rasa disayangi oleh adik adik juniors, not to forget dianti pun ada. Tapi dengan semua rencah tula kita learn to be someone better, ye tak? Learn to act like elders and show that you're responsible and be a qudwah hasanah to them, kan? Sungguh tak tipu when I say I gonna miss them big time and adik-adik, sambung la legasi akak ni baik-baik ye?
FOOD. Seriously this year is the year of the most craving for food. The list goes on and on and on. Kerja makan je. Dari pizza ke sizzling ke hot and roll ke cakes ke tako tao ke tepayyaki and the list goes on. Nasib baik tahun ni badan kira maintain nak banding dengan tahun lepas, paling gemuk dalam sejarah hidup kut? Maybe sebab tahun ni busier and kelas pun tingkat atas so exercise to obviously ada la kan?
TEARS. 've made up my mind. A total no-no to waste my tears to those who don't deserve to be issues in my life. Adalah labih baik mengalirkan air mata keinsafan. And save the rest to cry on movies ke drama ke novels ke. Baru la realistic and praktikal sikit, ye ke? Macam memandai je.
Can't think of more. Apa yang pasti semua yang I did past, I did lalu, were part of my journey to know life. 2013. So, it's a wrap. Terima kasih for teaching me the meaning of life. Terima kasih for the bittersweet memories. Out of all, terima kasih for this growing up process. Ah, no matter what, life must go on and lets continue my journey, right? So, dengan lafaz bismillahirahmanirrahim, goodbye 2013! :)
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