Yesterday was the last time for her to see her battery
And then I realized...
Yesterday was my last time to see mine too
When I cleaned up my drawer, I found this poem/song/whatever that I wrote I dunno when.
JUST ENDURE ONCE MORE
When you are far from fetch
It's the time I stand a hope
Ignoring how idiot it sounds
Till ended up with growing pains
And now everything changed
Not too close yet not far fetched
Smile is everywhere, everytime infact
Yet I'm afraid to get in for once more
Just enough to say I want to hurt no more
I can't endure any pain no more
Seems like I have to fight myself once again
Cause it's too beautiful to neglect
It's not that hope shines
It's just everything seems nice and better
So let's just enjoy it, can?
But leave out hopes
*****
For once, I think I looked stupid ...maybe not. It's a lesson learnt maybe. Now I glad it ends. ...and no more continuous like 'patah tumbuh hilang berganti' punya type (I used to do that though). One after another. I realized I'm the kind that fall to easily. But now, no more. It ended. My door's sealed. And it'll only open when there's someone someday that can spray the seal with nitrogen liquid and broke it. Till then, I'm secured. Thanks for the lesson. It took a lifetime for me to understand. FA you're the last, and goodbye! (to you an the others)
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