Not even close

Since the day I figured out my feelings towards you, I'm never better off without you.

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"I felt a stab of pain in my chest. I thought it was a chest congestion. But somehow as soon as I saw you, the pain in my chest vanished." - My Name Is Khan

Though it was only a split of sec, seeing you smile, I thought, that would do. :)

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I'm a bit crestfallen cause the mister that was trying to help me to find a job as soon as I resign in PC, didn't help much but caused even more trouble. He makes others (especially the superiors) dislike me even more. It's enough that I've been reported due to discipline problems by others who might be spiteful to me. I hate it when I'm being hated for the things I didn't do. And now, I must seem annoying having 'someone big' admitted to be my relative and try to find a job for me. Hello, I can do this on my own, mister. You are making things even more complicated. And I don't know what else to say rather than hoping that this issue won't reach his knowledge. Enough of humiliating tragedies I have had.