I've liked you since day one

My friend said "Miss someone? Pray for him/her."

p/s: Oh. The entry's title? I just like the phase. :P

Sweet Home Alabama

Sweet Home Alabama. Have you ever heard about this movie? It is a great movie. I love it. I just watched it yesterday in fact. Oh, I love it (say three times). The story is so sweet. It's about Melanie Carmichael who has been engaged with a mayor's son, Andrew and soon want to get married. She's a successful fashion designer in New York City. Melanie tells Andrew that she has to go back to her hometown which is Alabama to tell her parents.

In fact, as she arrives, she go to meet Jake which is her husband to ask him to sign the divorce paper. But Jake refuse to. After an incident which Melanie drunks and insulted everyone besides humiliating herself, Jake sign the divorce paper. Melanie spends few days in her hometown and not go back straight to New York. And she finds that she actually loves the place and the memories she created there.

I actually love how Melanie realize that she actually loves Jake when she actually didn't sign the divorce paper yet. She was hesitated to do so, at her wedding and then she told Andrew that she can't marry him. And than she goes to Jake and tells Jake that she loves him (in her own way). Happy ending! :) Oh, the picture above? It's a dialog between Melanie and Jake when he asked her why she wanna marry him. Jake once said that when they were little. Sweet, right? And Jake... he's handsome. Ohh! Haha. 

Actually I don't know how to tell how actually the story is. I use my own words so you need to watch it yourselves. I'm a bad explainer though. I rarely do a summary on a movie I watched. I just tell a little bit and recommend you guys to watch it. Oh, I love movies. That's a fact about a movie-holic like me. So, toodles! Until we meet again in the next entry.

Rant on something random

I've nothing important to vent out. But I have lots of thought (more to opinion) I wanna share. So, I'll vent it all out. Let's start with sad songs. When we're in a gloomy situation, lots of people will sit at a corner or look outside the window, and hear some sad songs all day long and let their tears out. Oh come on! That's too lame. Apa guna Linkin Park waktu-waktu macam tu? Apa guna all the rock songs yang wujud kat muka bumi ni?

Fine, bukan la yang hardcore rock songs tu, sakit telinga, tahu. But, Linkin Park, their rock are nice. When we're sad, we should go against it. Find something that totally contra with it. Bukan dwell dalam sad mode dengan drown dalam sad songs. Tu bukan move on, tu melayan perasaan. Perasaan ni kadang-kadang saja je mengada nak manja dengan kita (Heh! Boleh pulak macam tu). So, if you trapped in a situation, go against it, faham?

Move on to the next. Novel. Remember the previous entry? I've read the second ceritera. It was sooo good. I love it. I really hope the storyline is longer, perhaps a book thick? Yeah, kind of. I really like the male main character, Fadli Ameerudin. I don't know, 'cause he kinda sweet? Yeah, I like how he actually straight forward about his feelings because he believes there's no point of waiting. And to be liked back, it's a bonus.

Dalam dunia realiti macam ni, ramai yang bertepuk sebelah tangan je. That's how reality is separated from reality. Hakikatnya, it goes like a food web (apa kejadahnya food web pulak tetiba?) because A → B → C → D and that's how it goes. Orang tu suka kita, kita suka orang lain, orang lain tu suka orang lain. And it never goes like a cycle, that's why it's more to food web than life cycle or what else. Tapi, what I love the most about the reality is 'cause at last we'll end up just like a story, happily married. Cheesy, huh?

Last but not least, I hope that I won't be uncertain this whole holiday. I have things to do at least. That's good enough. Tengok la semalam, boleh pulak ikutkan je my little sister yang tiba-tiba beria suruh dengar lagu entah apa. And I was just, ha, bak la earphone tu. Layankan je la. Why? Sebab amatlah jarang nak tengok my sister buat baik macam tu. Selalunya we will finish our time quarreling, or paling tak pun buat hal masing-masing. Yeap, kadang-kadang rasa awkward gak jadi anak sulung and tinggal dua beradik macam tu (my abang dekat uni). Apa-apa pun, family will need each other, right?

Enough said. Bye guys. 

Distraction!

In people's mind set, the word 'distraction' is something that they look the negative way. But not me. I think it is great (tak la great mana pun) because you can distract yourselves from the thing that is hurt to recall. ...and not running from facing the reality as people always thought. In my case, it not hurt to recall, instead it's nice. But, remembering that it is far, that's hurt. Feels like a hand squeezing hard my heart.

So, enough telling that, what I do to distract myself? I read. Yeah, alang-alang dah cuti sekolah (not literally cuti lagi pun), nak buat apa dengan koleksi novel bertimbun tu, kan? Actually, ada tiga je pun yang belum baca. Setakat ni tak la sampai tahap desperate lagi sampai nak ulang baca yang lama. So, among that three, I grabbed one which has three ceritera in it, and I finished read one yesterday (start baca pun malam semalam gak).

The thing is I have to finish that first ceritera tu malam tu jugak sebab it was a thriller story. I can sleep peacefully without knowing who's the killer bla bla bla. And it's not because of curiosity, it's because I'm scared. See, that explained well why I can't get along well with thriller. Thank god it was a short ceritera. Honestly, I get chickened out watching a movie of there's a murder bla bla bla, and at the end, the killer is still out there, escape, and I don't know who. But the ceritera was very interesting. I'll think again to buy the previous story of the ceritera 'cause it is thicker and I've to finish it in a day.

Bila fikir balik, kata nak cari distraction, kan? Bukan ke lebih baik kalau pergi mengaji ke apa, kan? Ni last mengaji pun Ramadan hari tu, khatam sekali. Takpe la, cuti ni, I'll start again. So, pertambahan aktiviti selain baca novel la, kan? Kalau nak hati tu tenang, dekatkan la diri dengan Dia. Dia yang jadikan kita, hati kita pun dia yang pegang, so what makes you think that He can't give peace towards you? Kita boleh doa, kan? Lagipun sekarang ni musim hujan. Doa sangat-sangat la mujarab time-time macam ni. Insya-Allah. :)

p/s: Rumah besar perabot jati;

             Rumah milik Pak Cik Yahya;

        Tenanglah duhai hati;

             Yakinlah kau ada Dia.

Can't help but to smile

Things turn up better when we don't expect for it

So, this is the first day if the three-days-extent. Kinda awkward to have nothing to do. At first, me and my buds were just chit-chatting-around-talking-about-I-don't-know-what. Until the topics get so random and bored, we stopped and play UNO cards (which we borrowed from our classmate). The game get so long, and everybody seems not to give up until Nik have already lose but refuse to accept the fate and continue playing like crazy until our stomach were grumbling so hard.

At that time, Dil and Wanie have already won and left me and Nik to finish up the game. Nearly half an hour, the game ended, and guess who won? Me, of course. At that time I was laughing thinking that perhaps Nik were meant to lose since the game has started *hands up*

And so, we went out of school (yeap, a crime) to buy nasi lemak and eat in the classroom (crime number two). Tell you what, the nasi lemak was so pedas tahap giga and I was like "Hus... hahh... hus... hahh..." and so did Wanie. We drank almost half the bottle. But when I turned my head towards Nik, "Whoa, red-face, watery eyes but don't even touch her bottle." I just let her to do what makes her feel better. All is well, okiedokie?

After that, we played Donkey, Stick, UNO, and UNO Snap. After bored waiting for Dil and Nik finish playing UNO Snap, I joined Wanie and others snapping pictures with Ain's anroid. The thing is, one of the pictures we snapped, there's a mysterious photo which there's a white-tall-blur image behind us. Tell you what, we felt creepy but we laugh so hard (I don't have any explanation for that). At last, the photo become a big issue (just in our class la). Still, until now there's no explanation for that. We just assume that perhaps it was 'it' as in creepy 'it'.

The last part, oh, I love the last part! We were running in the rain after the school session ended. It was a heavy downpour. Then, we snapped pictures in the rain, wishing luck for '95 batch for their SPM as we aren't gonna meet them before their exam. Our second day will be on their second day of SPM.

p/s: The unexpected part is that I saw dia when I don't even expect for it. It was in between para 1, para 3, and last para. Glad. :) Yeah, can't help but to smile.

Not as I thought it would be

After a while busy with my final exam, finally I'm free! Totally out of it. Just now was the last paper I took, which is Sejarah Kertas 3. Three hours paper! ...and open book test. Yeap, new format. :) I think that Sejarah Kertas 3 is specially designed to make students' hand dangling of tired writing non-stop for three hours. Phiuhh~ *hand cramp*

Anyway, it over though. I should be happy since 25 buah buku teks pun dah hantar. But, I just don't know why, I'm not happy as I thought I would be. Perhaps today is the last day for the majority of us in the school and I'm not? That's not really it. I like to go to school, and not study of course (hahaha). Actually, today suppose to be the last day of school but my class has been extended for three more days.

Oh, enough for that. Now I wanna ask, have you guys ever seen a shooting star? Me neither. I just wanna say out my opinion of what I understand about it. To me, when we look up in the sky at night, especially when it is a starless night sky, and suddenly there's a shooting star passes by, it is kinda give a happy feeling in our heart, but sadly, in the blink on an eye, it just disappear from our sight. The conclusion is, it is a temporary happiness.

That's all for this entry. Merepek all along from starting until this last full stop.

If people ask, I'll say...

If people ask, how do I want my Prince Charming be? Or... how I want my Mr. Right be.

I'll simply say...

Saya tak nak la yang handsome gila, nanti saya pulak yang gila.

Cukup la yang nampak elegan bila pakai Baju Melayu warna oren.

Cukup la yang nampak cute masa darjah enam dulu.

Saya tak nak la yang kaya sangat, nanti saya pulak yang susah nak adapt dengan lifestyle dia.

Cukup la yang tak segan cakap rumah dia dekat mana walaupun rumah dia biasa-biasa je.

Cukup la yang reti jugak naik kenderaan awam, bukan naik kereta ada driver je.

Saya tak nak la yang alim warak sangat-sangat, saya pun tak layak untuk orang macam tu.

Cukup la yang pernah ada bad times dan berubah kerana diri sendiri.

Cukup la yang tak tinggal solat lima waktu dan ajak orang untuk solat sama.

Saya tak nak la yang genius tahap Albert Einstein ke apa ke.

Cukup la yang cemerlang dalam peringkat sekolah dan seterusnya.

Cukup la yang masa depan tu bukan penganggur ke apa ke.

p/s: Am I mentioning someone in specific? No la. Huhu. It just that I wanna say that looking for someone perfect in this world. It's enough to have someone that make us feel perfect or perfect enough for us. :)