First time heard 'bout it, I was shocked and was about to faint (hiperbola aje). But seriously, it felt like half of my world lost its glow. Habis semua benda nak keluar dari mulut ni. Ish. But then, thanks to Wanie and Alin for making me feel much much better. For lending me your ears. And for making me realize that that might a kifarah or test from Him to make me stronger, to make me stop from running from reality. (Alin, tak akan lupa those merepek-ing jokes. Thanks babe!).
Finally the day come. It's like a blast! I feel happier, calmer, and more relieve than ever. It has ended! It has vanished! GONE! The whole day (half day actually) I smiled without reason (macam nak longgar dah skru rahang ni). Yes, macam orang gila sebijik!
And it was not too long before another news flew in. (nasib je time tu tak jatuh terduduk atas lantai simen berhabuk tu). Betullah, kusangka panas hingga ke petang, rupa-rupanya hujan di tengah hari. Rupa-rupanya, it's not GONE, it just DISAPPEAR FOR A WHILE. But, biggest thanks to Allah, and my fellows. Alhamdulillah ala' kulli haal. Just little bit surprised. Yeah, well, manusia kan? It takes time to heal too. I'll try my best to ditch the bad feelings. Insya-Allah. If He wills.
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