I just have had enough

Don't tell me anything, 'cause I don't wanna hear.

Don't show me that-whatever-expression, 'cause I don't wanna see.

Don't show-off 'cause I don't wanna care.
Don't do any of these as stated, 'CAUSE I DON'T WANNA HATE YOU.

Oh, so this is what you really want, right? I've tried so hard to make it stood still, to make it last, but want side effort might not be enough, kan? I admit that I've surrender *rising a white flag* 'cause I couldn't bare it for any longer. Human's patience has its limits too. And, it has reach mine. The stage where I need to stop everything. Let's end it here. Although it is unofficially (since I jenis yang tak sampai hati nak go straight forward), nobody will notice, but between us, it won't be the same anymore.

Like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect. Let this be a past. I would not like to mention it anymore or else it will hurt me jugak kan? So, past is past. But do always remember. Things end, but memory last forever.

p/s: I wish I have a stone heart so that I won't easily get hurt, easy forget, and 'feelingless'.