Look small things big

Certain things are not just even necessary to be seen as big things. Sometimes, it just a thing that is too minute to bother. But well, as me, I often see things big. It sounds the way too perasan. *slap forehead then geleng kepala* It end up at the nether all the time. I know it already, but I don't get it why it keep repeating just like I've press the loop button. Or, it's like I face the short term memory loss every time I face these same situation. Like never deterred.

I don't even have an effort to change it. It is in me, never escape. Not even once. It pulled me every single time I 'reach' the zenith. Literally, I feel like I've reach there. I wish I could change myself. It's never too late. Yah, I wish! *rolling my eyeballs* It never worked. It remains as a hope and a wish all the time, in whatever issue. Believe me, it's hard. :'(