Finally, it's the end of this month. Alhamdulillah too, my mission or target or anything yang sama waktu dengannya have been successfully achieved. I'm okay now. Okay in many ways to explain. It's not that I've success in everything or settled down every circumstance or found the solution to every problem.
It just that I think I can cope with that. I've adjusted myself to suit in every situation. It was like I can handle whatever that comes to me. To achieve that stage, I need to learn to be flexible. When the situation is like that, I become like that. When it's like this, I become like this. The highest achievement that I can proudly say is how much I've decreased my hatred level towards someone or something that annoys me, hurt me, and etc.
It's not that I'm totally fine like a someone who is totally 'hati kering'. It just I was able to still smiling in that situation. It was not feeling like loathing anymore. I don't really know why, I don't really know how, it just not there anymore. I don't know what I was thinking that I can keep to be patient like that, it just happened.
As someone told me "We can't satisfy everyone till ourselves end up unsatisfied." From that, I understood something. I used to give priorities to others' feeling rather than mine. Now it's the time for myself. Again, it doesn't mean that I'm a selfish now, it just not to be hurt, I need to consider my feelings too. Fair enough, maj-ji?
So, whatever it is, cope well with everything, araso? Come with next mission next month. That's how I do it. One by one. Stage by stage. Level by level. Insya-Allah, everything will be fine. :) Most importantly, don't forget to smile! ;D *sengih tayang gigi*
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