It's not that I'm in love or something that I'm swinging the mood of lovey-dovey these days. It just that I'm adjusting err ...my life? Yeah, simplest word to explain I guess. Hmm, somehow or rather, recently I'm looking my life from the brighter side. Even, small things can make me happy, and I really do, no jokes! I like it this way. It's like that I'm not wallowing in the melancholy stuff. Can't let it pulls me down.
For now, I'm a bit of loving everything that happens, or kinda look everything as something that I love or to love. That's why I look like I'm up to the hilt in love or something? Trust me, it's nice to be this way. Smiling all the way long, decreasing the hatred, not involve too much in problems, quite well study, and most important... love every single thing in life (take it as something that makes me happy). Like waa, what a change!
Though I've been through a quite hard time recently. Though I need to do something when I'm not ready. Though there're many things to think about. Though there're many hearts to consider. Though my feelings are hard to explain. Though tests come to me non-stop. Though melancholics keep appearing in my life just like bubbles in the sea. Though it will be only me to understand me although sometimes not. And even though the world is trying to pull me down, I want to stand still and get what I want! Focus on study. If I success I can get what I want and the things that I ever wanted before. Not if I keep chasing what I want without nothing, I'll end up getting nothing. All I need to do is let life happen and not trying to figure out everything because not everything is needed to be understood.
p/s: Don't try to understand everything, or you'll end up getting nothing.
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