That worst moment when, it was hard to tell or to describe how I feel at a moment. Like just now, nak kata macam mayat hidup, pass. Today's extremely complicated. Can be said I'm super bored in the class, feel of lacking, tension because of Physics, tired? And, that out-of-sudden-greet, was huh-ing me. Why huh, why? Tell me, pretty please?
Happy pun ye jugak. Fun main gelak-gelak. But once it ended, it was horror again. Macam orang tak betul, hilang arah. Semua tak kena. All I think that time was only -I wanna go home! And, yes, I ran home (pity Dada), and only He knows my-jumbled-up feeling that time. Sweet pain. Smile in tears. The pain, undefined! Wasn't much, but just enough to make chaos! ...and smile at the same time (though it's sugarless).
Like how someone ever wish to hang a 'Do Not Disturb' sign on their neck, that's exactly what I want, for today. Please, I really need some space, to breathe, perhaps? Oh, I wish I can spill how exactly do I feel right now.
Today's very !#!@$!#%@^%^#
Tak tahu nak cakap macam mana.
-Diri sendiri pun susah nak faham macam mana rasa nak nangis dan senyum tak berhenti dalam masa yang sama :| *awkward jumble-up*
And the same trap untuk kesekian kalinya.
Clicks. Pings. Pain. Seolah-olah ada satu suis dipetik. Sesuatu datang secara tiba-tiba. Dan, rasa sakit yang seolah-olah terjerut. Choking! Yang even Cornetto Royale pun tak membantu.
When rewinding the cutes in the pain- running, talks, coins. Just so oblivious!
p/s: Sungguh la, life sangat-sangat complicated! :| (dan sungguh la kau tengah buat kerja berani mati ni Liz oi)
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