I've lost before everything get started

I've never expected this to happen

When it shows its way, when hope seems to shine

It disappear just like that

In a split of second

I thought that was the best way to get everything considered

But He takes it from me, just like that

Half way it has done

And it ended without any warning

And now I lose my hope

I give up, just enough

It did tearing up

Now I just let time will heal everything

Time will make me decide what's next

For now I'll just sit back and doing nothing

Because it was hurt in every attempt

p/s: It's not someone, it's something (just so you know) :|