Just temporary?

Kusangkakan panas sampai ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari.

What am I gonna say?
How am I gonna describe?
That what laid over on the branch
...suddenly vanished by the wind.

Do you understand the feeling when the perception towards someone suddenly drop because of certain things you can't accept? That's exactly what I felt right now. Perhaps this is called 'panas setahun terhapus dek hujan sehari', right? I should be happy yesterday cause the long wait finally ended, yes, I do feel happy, I did, but something just snatched it away from me. The fact, and what I've seen. Tell me, enough. Though I can't press the brake paddle immediately, I can pull the hand brake and slow down, right?

It's a luck that I didn't fall too deep, that I can climb up back, though it's almost half the depth. Though it's quite hard. Cause nothing wrong is did towards me. Moreover I've just got an invitation to move up one stage ahead the others (and I'll accept that with static permanent status and feeling, deal?). Just I need to resist myself. As I said once before, better pull off before a crash landing. Hamdan lillah, I did. :)

Okay! Enough of yesterday's story. Today! Jeng jeng jeng! I've got my L license! *happy blink blink face* Though waiting for my agent took an hour, and it worth patience to wait for server down at the JPJ's office, and another wait to reach back home, I took that as an amazing journey in my life. First, cause, I kinda took one step forward in my life (dapat lesen, siapa tak rasa like a grown up wehh?). Second cause I've given a chance to meet great new people (I can call them friends). Hanged out with them throughout the whole process, one was my originally friend, two that I met for the second time cause of this licence matter too, and the other one I've just met today tapi ramah dia macam member okay! ...and FYI, only me and my friend are girls. ...and performed zuhur's prayer with them at the mosque nearby, lepak dekat stall, I really feel that we're friends like that. Like a group yang take care of each other since our agent memang tinggalkan kita orang terkapai kapai pandai sendiri nak hidup gitu. Entah jumpa lagi ke tak lepas ni, I just wanna tell you guys that meeting you guys is one of the great things that happened in my life. if we ever meet again.

And then... I stopped by at my school jenguk tengok adik-adik pengakap apa cer. Sungguh I miss Scout 41. Forever in my heart, and I've got an invitation for the Kem Perdana. Macam VIP tau! Haha. Orang kuat pengakap bak kata Faiz. I still think that Yusof and Noraini deserve that better, way better. Whatever it is, I love them sooo damn much okay! Suddenly rindu nak sekolah balik. Serius tak tipu! Walaupun cikgu called me orang berkerjaya! Haha. I like it there at my work place but I reaallllyyy love school days tau. Walaupun full of bittersweet memories, I think those thought me to grow up as much as they hurt me, but I do believe that time heals everything. Lepas tu pergi makan dengan Ain and W.M, lepak dengan Ell, ambil my left sweater, greet Kak Mary. And that's it my cuti tak macam cuti day! :)