With the new working shift that drew me apart from my heartthrob. I can feel the distance grew bigger that watching only three times fleeting from a distance makes my heart groan. Three times, but from afar. It feels insufficient to think that I've spent a day yesterday without seeing even'is shadow. Plus Ain's story that makes me green with envy. Fate are drawing us apart. I can feel that.
How am I gonna cope when we really split up?
The chance to meet again is totally up to Him?
Though I pray that fate will reunite us again.
Though I have my faith in Him.
Cause after all He's the best planner of all.
Memang tipu kalau cakap, "Jumpa sekali pun jadi la." atau, "Sekejap je pun dah cukup." Cause meeting you is never enough. What more the chances are getting slim. And my place is no longer strategic. New shift are just like shit! I kinda regret, I should've take the position at Edwin's, even the place's a lil bit backward, and the pay is lower. The good things are it's in gents dept, near the toilet is good too as people shuttle to toilet as well, right? And people going up and down the escalator could be seen as well. And! The working hours are either 8 or 12 hours. What could be better, isn't it?
And while I was drown in my thought about all that, I went to perform my maghrib prayer. I took about 20 minutes as I moved so slow with heavy mind and steps. As I return, I went upstairs to fill the 'solat book' and was shocked when Kak Mary told me, "Tadi itu ustaz cari awak." And it was about 20 minutes before. Afiq was looking for me? And I wasn't there? Again? I ran downstairs quickly asking as many people as possible if anybody has seen him. But everybody was clueless. I missed, again. For the second time.
The fact that makes me so touched is that why he always appear when I feel really down? Do you feel like I in need? Thank you friend, cause keeping your promise to come back again to see me. Though I really aggrieved that I wasn't there. Please, come back again. I'll wait.
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